This person is me, they are me, I am them. Finally, I’ve found someone who says it so much better that I’m actually happy to be reading their words, because it means I understand. Sometimes you have to see things from the outside, I guess. Can’t afford to stay, can’t afford to leave
Living two lives
Last night I dreamed of that place again, the one where I am living a different life and learning new things. Where things are interesting and ever-changing. In my dream, I was learning to play a guitar – at least, a guitar is the closest I can get to a description for it. It was …
Stand in love, take my hand and love
Okay… So although my mum may have looked at my blog, it seems she is not what you would call a regular reader. That’s alright then. *scowls* Which brings us to: Latest news! My bell tent arrived, I originally took a gamble and ordered from a company called Obelink based in the Netherlands, they are …
Excuse me?
If, on the off chance I’m right and my mum is reading my blog… what?? Come on, leave me SOME mental space, please?? Hopefully I’m mistaken. *sigh* But I mean, who else googles “Lostinthought + ‘my mum’ ” from a mobile. This is NOT COOL. And eight years of relative blogging peace may just have …
You don’t choose your parents…
… so why is it so hard to detach from the crazy things they do? My mum seems to think that as she has spiritual beliefs, things like psychotherapy are outside her remit. Because they don’t see the whole truth, blah blah. Err, no – they deal with the messed up behaviors one has developed …
Some days are easier than others
I have no idea how I managed to write so much last time I posted. I’m back to my usual speed of typing today, and don’t feel that the usb cable is plugged straight into my brain. I think I’m probably just too tired to post all the little things that are going on, some …
There must be a better song
Just finished watching Educating Rita again and it’s left me feeling wistful and confused. What will happen to me? I wonder this sometimes when I have time to think, and it scares me. My partner is almost 50; I am 26. We are like the professor and his student in so many ways, especially tonight …
Back ‘home’ :)
So, after a little while over at vicky.wordpress.com, I have now returned home to roost at my trusty old domain, lostinthought.net. It’s nice to be back! I’ve also given the site a new look. Or rather, I have trawled through about a billion themes and eventually settled on one. We’ll see how long this lasts! …
I can't believe it's December already…
It seems to have crept up on me. I have a stinker of an assignment due in 3 days, two days really because I want to get it submitted tomorrow night. After that though, I’m going to stop stressing and enjoy myself. Various things have or haven’t happened in November. My novel got to 20k, …
NaNoing again
Surely it can’t be November 1st already? And yet somehow, it is… how crazy. I have started my novel with only a slight notion of what it is about. But – I’ve started, and that’s the main thing. 400 and something words typed while the small dude was having his morning porridge I feel so …